Prozhyte i perezhyte

TSya knyha spohadiv napysana lyudynoyu, yaka nikoly ne zaymalasya literaturnoyu pratseyu, ne mala velykoyi profesiynoyi kar’yery chy shyrokoho suspil′noho vyznannya; yiyi bil′she znayut′ yak druzhynu Ivana Dzyuby. TSe pravda. Marta bula poryad z Ivanom u naybil′sh kryzovych sytuatsiyach – obshuky, aresht, slidstvo, profesiyna i chastkova sotsial′na izolyatsiya, tryvala borot′ba z chvorobamy cholovika. Ale istoriya Marty tse znachno bil′she, nizh istoriya druzhyny vidomoho shistdesyatnyka. TSe takozh istoriya pro neproste zhyttya rodyny z mistechka Komarna – v roky Druhoyi svitovoyi ta pershi desyatylittya pislya prychodu radyans′koyi vlady na L′vivschynu. Same tam malen′ka Marta Lenets′ vychovuvalasya babtseyu i didom, bo yiyi mamu z sestroyu zasudyly na vyslannya v Sybir, a tato cherez zv’yazky z ounivtsyamy buv zmushenyy emihruvaty. Vstupyvshy na fizychnyy fakul′tet L′vivs′koho universytetu i pereyichavshy do L′vova, vona poznayomylasya z Irynoyu Vil′de, a cherez neyi – i z «kyyivs′koyu triytseyu»: Vinhranovs′kym, Drachem, Dzyuboyu. TSe znayomstvo stalo vazhlyvoyu vichoyu v yiyi zhytti. Pershi roky spil′noho zhyttya z Iva nom Dzyuboyu, pereyizd do Kyyeva y adaptatsiya do n′oho, narodzhennya dytyny, neobchidnist′ znayty robotu i, zreshtoyu, sama robota v seredovyschi «prostych» lyudey, yak i te, scho vdalosya perezhyty v «temnu dobu» 1972-ho – vse tse lyshe perelik deyakych etapiv istoriyi tsiyeyi zhinky. Nayvazhlyvishe zh prozyraye kriz′ nych.